Something is happening where and when what you do is always wrong and really not that satisfying. Everything you do is deemed unworthy because they have the authority. Every idea you have and point out will be always be insignificant since they are all who know the field very well, even far better than you.
They direct you to every corner and at every tiny dot there is to find at design. Should anything goes south, your head will be counted for not making any difference and, of course, for your one of a kind expertise. They inject a flask of dead doctrine to your head where your immunity system will rightfully refuse and cause you headache and several muscle pain of reinforced smile.
For every change you dearly hope and try to make, there is barely any single chance since you are not the inventor so your idea will be, what, invalid? Well, your argument might stand for a point but you need to see everything at bigger picture because they need you work not think. When you think, your immense and condensed mind shall be vaporised and tortured by their truth. When you try not to think, they will spontaneously state that you are incompetent because every graduate should have something in mind about how to improve a product.
You will fall eventually for not believing your ideals and you shall fall to if you do because nothing of you is true and none of you are permitted. That, if you are, would be against the inventor and maker for all time’s sake.
What they are trying to tell you is what you should do for a time effectively and accurately. So, instead of running around with wild barbarian inside your head, you do what they want you to do. They dictate everything so you don’t have to consider what and how you do your work. To put it simple, they say.
Despite anything you desire dearly, your time is running short and you can’t think of everything at once. They will do the thinking part and your muscles are to finish their divine thoughts. That is how it works and how you should work, too.