Category Archives: Melodica

Escape routes for untold ballads, unsung notes, and unbearable wound. Basically, this blog is written to answer those topics.


You will provide support for now-unpredictable person. You will, in time of need, provide necessary logistics, bird view, and protection. Your already short time will only be limited. Get to it.

I thought we had a deal in which I had to stop everything in my doing to take care the unpredictable, just like you had decided, which required me to focus all my resources as support.

No. It has never happened. Such thing has not ever been asked from your disposal.

I see.


Leave a comment

Filed under Melodica


I would say that for every quality you desire from something, there is a price to pay. The trick is that keen observation is required to get optimal combination between price you can afford and quality you can compromise. That somehow requires experience which some people have not.

Leave a comment

Filed under Melodica


One said dopamine caused this. It’s manufactured after certain circuit in your head was triggered with strong emotions created by distinctive memory. It releases happiness, spirit, and hope. Companionship and sweets are common things to forcefully our brain to make this chemical. Sadly, the effect is just like what nicotine gives.

To stop means to escape a comfort zone, to be ready of awful feelings sometimes justified with reasons, and to make decision once seemed to be realistic but then too imaginative. You won’t just quit smoking like nothing happened. You struggle and fight against your own brain. There alternative for forcing your head to release said chemical. But, is it wise to do just that?

It’s only logical if there is something called dopamime-inhibitor drugs which is useful in times like this. But then again you craves the sensation it produces. You would need to create new things to trigger your brain to feel the same sensation, the same effect. You might want to reproduce the events triggering this experience but replica won’t do as much as the original and new things won’t do as well.

There is no easy way of getting out of this. As I have pictured myself writing such absurd passage like this, I also have gathered that this might happen and it wouldn’t be any easier. Things would change and one would definitely not forget the journey. The only existing way is the hard way. You won’t definitely dismiss the whole thing but you can definitely commandeer your mind into something else.

Please watch out of iceberg, Cap’n.

Leave a comment

Filed under Melodica

Until I Found You

Wasn’t looking for love until I found you

Didn’t know I was looking for love until I found you

Surely the journey won’t be easy but, maybe, don’t you think that one just has to believe this time?

Leave a comment

Filed under Melodica


Not necessarily in the right order but we all agree that from these three, other colors emerge and the set would be complete. In other words, if you have these three basic color, you might come up with other colors as well. After that, you might complete your set.

Now for a question: If you have a complete set of color, what would you do?

Leave a comment

Filed under Melodica

Sins of the Past

Wrong deeds gave birth to different kind of taste but it always had the same after taste, the bitter. The implications were severe and long-lasting. One deed done in whatever name you believed, turned into something grave and somehow endanger people.

The thing about wrong deed is that they have been done, one way or another, be it intentional or not, be it consciously or not. The result is there to fix and somebody has to make sacrifice to restore the balance between the present and the past. Our present is a result of our and our fathers’ past.

It is true that sons always have to bear the sins of their fathers, that sons always have to clean up after their fathers. Complaining won’t do necessary repair as much as silence. The destiny of sons isn’t, and never was, any easy. It’s easy when they abandon their duty but the consequences are heavy. Nobody knows whose time is up first.

Leave a comment

Filed under Melodica

When Two, or more, Become One

Supposedly, one should’ve been writing a fix for several bugs about faulty architecture. In this case, as the one who was tasked to design the architecture, one failed to capture the possibility to expand the architecture without risking the integrity of existing design. Here was the thought.

One considered first that the structure should be divided into several smaller parts in order to delegate the parts to different teams. Such plan was agreed since there was no more head around to add different opinion. One main structure was to be the head and several structures became the derivative. The problem came from the unexpected party.

What if the future requires me to attach new, different data into the structure? Would it be as easy as adding the slot and be done with it? Or does the structure would require me to rewire the existing connections?

The question hit one hard, forcing one to draw back from the front line.

Later, at one night, one sat in front of a table with mind ready with an idea from a friend. Develop one big structure to contain all data and a few small structures to contain the description. That being said, the first thing to do was to merge current structures into one structure. Since merging would compromising the old structures, one would need to volunteer oneself to also merge the existing data.

The next steps would be defined later in proper appointment.

Leave a comment

Filed under Melodica